I want you

I want you.

But I want you for all of the wrong reasons.

I want you because I am hideous and you are beautiful.

I want you because when I am alone all I want to do is cry but when I am with you all I do is laugh and smile.

I want you because I hate myself but I want to love you.

I want you because I hate myself but I can make you happy.

I want you because I hate myself but I don’t hate you.

I want you because there is an enormous, gaping hole in my heart that all of my light and happiness is uncontrollably pouring out of, but you …. you make me feel whole.

I want you because I hate myself but …

I want you because … I hate me.

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